why are you always missing when i need you here the most? you only come to me when you need my help...

i can't wait to get out of college already. i've never been in so much drama before, and to be honest, i hate it. rumors start fast. backstabbers. fake people make up lies. stupid people believe them. argh... but luckily there are a lot of girls who i love and who i will always be there for...

i need to stop being so lazy and study more... especially in Chinese. it's getitng harder and harder :(

nothing goes right for me. ;\

No matter how hard I try to forget what you did... I can't. I know I might be taking this out of proportion but I can't simply let it go. I'll get back at you one day... Just wait and see.

 My roller coaster feelings you is driving me insane... why does your situation seem so bleak and love so black and white? I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living and It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.

I don't know what to feel or think anymore... I'm so confused. I'm so disappointed in myself... Why is everything so complicated?